“A Splash of Shadows in a Field of Light,” by Lily Maierhoffer, Thurston Middle School
Honorable Mention, Middle School Level, 2026
A Splash of Shadows in a Field of Light
by Lily Maierhoffer
Thurston Middle School
The grass swayed like an ocean current. The dandelions were in full bloom.
The sun’s rays warmed my back. Another warm, sunny, perfect day. The field was my paradise. The flowers came in so many colors, beautiful and free. The cool waters of the lake were a gift. The clouds were always pure white and fluffy. It was perfect, everything I wanted. Until one day…
It started small. A tiny patch of darkness in a part of the field. As I kept looking, I saw more shadows, though. They formed a trail, and even though my gut told me not to, I followed. What I found was shocking: a forested land of shadows sharing a border with my field. As I got closer, I could feel the sorrow in the air.
At the edge of the forest, I reached toward the shadows. Just my fingertips. Coldness shocked me, and I lurched back. Trembling, I inspected my hand. Shadows crawled up my palm. I jumped, waving my hand to shake them off. I watched as they made their way back into the large forest of darkness. As I began to inch away, ready to forget all that had happened, I saw them.
A small, shadowy figure watched from behind a tree. They had glowing white eyes and looked to be about my size, but before I could get a closer look, They ducked behind a tree. I walked away, unwilling to breach the cold shadows, thinking about what I had seen.
Later I lay in my field, staring at my hand. My fingertips were still cold, but the effect had mostly worn off. For days, I tried to not think about the shadowy forest, but I wanted to go back. I needed to see who lived in that dark, dreadful woodland, and so I returned.
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The forest seemed to have grown bigger and darker. I sat at the edge, making sure not to touch the expanding shadows. I realized my perfect field was being taken from me, and I had to find a way to stop it.
So I waited all day for the creature I had seen earlier.
At midnight their head poked out from behind a tree deep within the woods, their glowing eyes illuminating the dark. I ducked behind a shrub and watched as they came closer to the boundary. Until they stepped out of its forest.
Onto.
My.
Field.
I was filled with rage. I lunged at the figure, pushing them to the ground. I attempted to punch them, but they rolled out of the way, and my fist hit bare dirt. As I shook my hand in pain, the creature darted away, back into the safety of the forest. I tried to follow but stopped at the edge so the shadows wouldn’t touch me. They noticed that I couldn’t cross, stopped, and sighed in relief, which only angered me more. They approached where I stood and reached out to grab my arm, but I pulled back. The figure seemed hurt at that, but I felt no pity. After another moment, they backed off into the depths of their forest. I stood there, hatred boiling my blood. In the distance, the sun started to rise, cleansing the field of the darkness of the night. After attacking the creature, I thought things would end.
I was wrong.
The next day the shadowed forest had expanded more, like the creature was attacking back. Enraged, I made my way to the forest, but when I got there, the creature was already waiting for me, holding something in their palm. I got closer until I stood parallel to them, and we locked eyes. They held out something to me.
A small bouquet of sad flower buds.
A peace offering.
I was shocked by the gesture. I looked at the buds; they had never touched sunlight, from all that time being in the dark forest. I took them and held them up to the sun. After a moment the flowers bloomed. We watched as the flowers revealed their colors: royal purple, with white tints near the ends of the petals. Little glowing particles floated up from the flowers as they opened. The figure seemed to smile with their eyes. They held out their hand and signaled for me to cross over into the woods. Instead of heeding them, I backed away, telling them that I couldn’t cross. We could try again tomorrow.
I spent the entire night thinking. Suddenly I had become friends with this creature? Over some simple flowers? I tried to understand why, but couldn’t. Maybe it was their smiling eyes, or the way they tried to be friendly with me, even after I’d attacked.
What was this creature doing?
I woke up early the next morning, anxious about returning to the forest. When I got there, the creature was waiting for me again. A real smile formed on their face. They had two fangs extending from the top jaw. Despite the fangs, the smile gave them some humanity, making them feel more real. I looked away, still wary. They held out a hand to me, again beckoning me. I felt annoyed since I thought I had made it obvious I couldn’t enter that easily. My glare must have unsettled the creature, as they lowered their hand uncertainly.
They looked at the ground for a moment, thinking, before moving closer. Before I could react, they grabbed and threw me as far as they could into the forest. As I landed, I saw they looked proud. I scowled but turned my face away as a searing pain shot through me. I got to my feet, looking around and clutching my side before my eyes locked onto the creature.
I was tired of this—I wanted my home back. My body felt weakened with helplessness and sorrow, nauseous with hatred. My legs swayed as I blinked hard, trying to stay upright. I looked back at the field and slowly hobbled my way towards it. It was all I could focus on, my vision blurry. Everything hurt.
A surge of relief hit me as I stepped into the light. I toppled to the ground as the adrenaline wore off and the pain returned. I turned my head to look for the creature. They were gone.
I stared up at the stars that night as I floated in the lake. The field was getting darker each day, and I didn’t know how to stop it. I groaned at the pain still leaving my body. The last shadow on my side disintegrated into the water. I turned my head back to stare up at the sky again. Then it hit me: together the shadows may be stronger than the light, but when separated, the light could still defeat them.
I knew what to do. My plan was simple: get the creature out of their forest and onto my field, separated from their shadows and weakened.
The next day, the forest was even closer. To my shock, I saw the creature running towards me, moving fast. I tried to back up, stretching out an arm to stop them, but it was too late. They crashed into me, and we rolled across the ground. I grumbled and rubbed my head as I sat back up, then heard a giggle.
I turned to see the creature laughing. They smiled at me. I sighed loudly, but then I started laughing too, my anger forgotten. The creature rose to their feet and lifted me up by my hand. I focused closer on them. The creature had star-shaped pupils and a blue tint to their skin. They looked fine, just tired, despite standing in the light. Maybe the light affected the shadows less. I shrugged the thoughts away as I pulled the creature along with me. I wanted to show them around.
That evening we waved each other goodbye. The creature walked with a slump back to the forest. I’m sure staying in the light all day made them tired. I didn’t understand why they kept coming to me. I wanted to save the field and keep it to myself, yet I also felt bad for doing so. The creature had a life, just like me, and wanted to exist as much as I did.
After that day we met up every morning by the edge of our lands, and I’d guide the creature through the field. It was nice, and I started to realize how much of a jerk I had been. I could tell our visits were tiring for the creature. They seemed sick often and, since they were a nocturnal being trying to be active in the daylight, they always looked exhausted. Nonetheless they kept showing up.
One day we were both lying in the grass and looking up into the sky when I asked about the forest. They said a dark thunderstorm rained inky water across the deserted field to the far north. The dark rain infected the ground, which grew into the forest. From that came the creature, born of darkness. Everything had been growing since then, taking over the field and draining the life from it. They explained they had no intention to try to take the field itself but didn’t think the darkness was stoppable. I nodded slowly, knowing my doom was coming.
The creature asked how much I remembered from my earlier days. I told them how the sky used to be brighter and paler. The creature nodded and frowned. They felt horrible for stealing the things I loved. They told me they were sorry. I tried to reassure the creature that this wasn’t really their fault, but they wouldn’t meet my gaze. They remarked how the forest was sapping away everything, even me, and using that energy to power the creature. It was like a competition that we were forced to be in. I shuddered at the thought.
Neither of us knew what to do.
Trying to lighten the mood, the creature started talking about what their home looked like. They gushed about the cooling winds deep in the forest and the caves carved into stone. I chuckled slightly, wishing I could see it. The creature asked me if I wanted to visit. They spoke with uncertainty, probably since the shadows made me ill and the forest was robbing me of my strength. The creature suggested that maybe the light affected them less because they stayed calm when in the field, and that if I did the same I might be able to get into the forest. The creature spoke softly, almost as if it thought they would scare me off. It was an idea, though. I had never stayed calm inside the forest. I was skeptical, but I gave in and decided to give it a shot.
I was visibly shaking as we approached the shadowed forest. The creature gave me a reassuring look before entering, immediately looking more lively back in the darkness. I stared at the edge nervously. The creature held out their palm for me, and I slowly felt fear leave me. I took the hand and stepped in.
Nothing happened.
I took a second step into the forest.
Nothing hurt.
I started to walk slowly, feeling my hand leave the creature’s. I felt a chill up my spine, and I felt a little dizzy, but not sick. I was shocked that the creature was right. My eyes started to adjust to the dark, and I could make things out again. They watched me the whole time, making sure I stayed calm.
We walked deeper in the forest. I stared in awe at everything. There were huge, blue, shining crystals everywhere. The trees had fruits hanging from vines that glowed and illuminated the tree canopy. No light got through, yet the gloom was bright. The creature led me to a clearing. I was amazed to find that they had made an entire camp. They’d built platforms into the huge wisteria in the center of this clearing. The creature had found such an amazing spot to live that even I felt a little jealous. This also seemed like one of the only spots in the forest where you could see the sky. I was astounded at how late it had gotten. The creature asked if I wanted to stay until morning. I knew I’d get lost in the forest so I said yes. They showed me the ladder to get up the tree. The creature said I could sleep up there while they worked. They were nocturnal, after all. I thanked them and watched as they disappeared into the forest.
I stared up into the deep purple leaves above me. I closed my eyes and listened to the wind softly sway the branches. Maybe everything wasn’t so bad. I don’t know why, but I felt deep sorrow in my chest. Not for what I was losing or how I had treated the creature, but something unidentifiable. I listened to every sound for a while. I realized my field was kind of empty and looked at my home in a different way. I didn’t wish for more or better. I didn’t know what I wanted.
When we returned to the field the next day, something was different. The boundary from the field to the forest was faded together. The creature and I gave each other a worried look as we backed away into our lands. I looked into the vast field. Everything was much darker than normal. The clouds had a grayer tint to them. I frowned and went to the lake.
I floated in the water, like I had thousands of times before. I don’t know why, but I felt unhappy. Normally everything in the field made me feel safe. Everything just felt empty. I closed my eyes, and the silence was unnerving. I stayed in the lake the rest of the day, no energy to do anything else. That night I pulled myself to the edge of the water. I fell asleep there.
Everything was the same for days. I’d wake up. I’d visit the creature. We’d talk for a while in the field. Night returned and we’d say goodbye. Repeat. It was like this for a long time. I don’t know how long. Then everything changed one morning.
There was an extreme chill as I lifted myself off the ground. The ground was the same dark gray as the forest. I backed away, my heart racing. I attempted to stay calm, but the shadows were already crawling on me. Overnight the dark had infected the lake. I could see the shadows spreading. They had gotten more powerful.
The only thing I could do was run. I ran through the home I once lived happily in. I ran like I used to run through the flowers. I kept running until the shadows disappeared. Until my legs buckled. I looked at the sky. I didn’t even know where I was. I felt useless as I got back to my feet. I felt my only option was to keep moving. I started to walk for a little bit but stopped and squinted into the distance.
Shadows.
It was impossible. I had been running for hours, yet they appeared right in front of me. These weren’t the ones I was running from, though. It was a completely different part of the forest. I noticed a curve along the border that I had never seen before. It was all one big circle. Closing in on me.
I accepted that I couldn’t do anything. I decided to head back to the central part of the field, where the lake was, where all of this first began, where I had spent my entire life. It was all being taken by something that would end me. Once I lost the field, once it was all gone, I would perish as well. All of the running away I did was pointless.
I made it to the field. I could just barely see the lake. The gray area from earlier had grown. It was like a mix of the two lands. The dark was creeping in from all sides. The circle was rapidly shrinking. White faded to gray and faded to black. I could only stand there and watch. While I stood in the last bit of the field there would ever be, I saw a familiar face.
The creature. They had shown up.
I watched helplessly as they walked closer. Before I could say anything, they pulled me into a hug. I closed my eyes and hugged them back. This felt like a better way to go than being alone. I wished I could take back all of the things I had ever done and retry it all. I wanted to get life right. I heard a small sob and then darkness.
Silence.
Then the soft rustle of grass in the wind.
I opened my eyes to see my home. Our homes, coated fully in a light gray shine. I could see the forest in the distance, but it had shrunk. The original layout of the field was back. The creature noticed too and looked around in awe. We saw a flower bud emerging from the ground, got closer, and saw it unravel. Royal purple, with white tints near the ends of the petals, and just like before, little glowing particles floated up from the flower as it opened.
I chuckled lightly. I felt happier, but maybe not like how I used to. This was muted, more melancholic. The colors of everything were duller yet still there. It was calm. A version of our homes that felt nostalgic and fuzzy. I wasn’t gone. I was living. I existed. The creature and I looked at each other. They held out their hand to me. I smiled softly and took their palm in mine.
